Abraham 30 Day Challenge: Day Thirteen

Yesterday was a challenging, interesting, growing, manifesting day.

This morning I felt frustrated with  the challenge. Tired of working so hard at feeling better. However, when I don't try to find better feeling thoughts, because over the last fourteen days I have been working so hard to fine tune my awareness of where I am in relation to my vortex, the discomfort feels worse now than before. It feels like my resistance is ramping up. 

I have been beating myself up about this. Beating myself up because Im not doing it perfectly, because Im not in my vortex as much as id like, and because I keep wallowing and worrying.

I listened to this brilliant Abraham audio, which really helped:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=related&v=9HeALXyI44A

Yesterday was interesting and manifesting, because the night before I had affirmed that I am ready to step into the shoes of my True Self (True Seyi). I felt it. I had connected with Who I have become. Who I have expanded into Being. I connected, without prejudice or resistance, to my vortex.

Completely ready to take regular steps in the direction of my True Seyi. Yesterday I took some leaps. And do you know what? It was easy. And do you know what else? I was ready.

I feel excited, and I know that the workshops Im developing are going to help people. I received clear guidance that I have to offer them to women's correction facilities, amongst other places.

In the Abraham audio explaining this 30 day challenge, Abraham says that after a few days you'll begin to receive guidance on new ways to behave, and that it will be like the Universe is saying, "you've been thinking about doing this for a long time, let me show you where it is." and "you've been thinkin about this for a long time,let me show you where that is." This is exactly how it feels.

I have been wanting to do workshops about codependency and the processes I've used to change my life. Codependency is one of the worlds biggest, and most damaging, yet best kept secrets. 

I am eager to move forward with the commitments to my life I've made.

There is some debate about who first wrote this quote, but it sums up my new life intention:
“Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!”

I love it.

Finally, yesterday was challenging because of my codependency. Wanting to control and have everything my way. Judging and projecting how terrible something will be. Negative fantasies about a situation that turned out to be a blessing.

This Abraham audio helped me recognise that I didn't attract the negative situation, I was facilitating the solution for the parties involved:

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mo3HAxrgOGw

No matter what issue I encounter during this challenge, I come across a YouTube clip of Abraham that helps me feel at least a little bit better, and release a little bit of resistance.

Thanks Abe xxx 

Other clips that really helped me today:

http://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=relmfu&v=hK4azzAvuAY

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tlNmsRt7tx4

http://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=related&v=v4iUs0BzXYs

What is the Abraham Hicks 30 day challenge?

You may have read a few of the blog posts, and be wondering what the fork this 30 day challenge is that I keep referring to. Or you may not, you may have guessed, but Im gunna tell you anyway.

It is an awesome and fun way to commit to rekindling your relationship with your True Self, God, your vortex, whatever you call the Source Energy that flows through everything and everyone.

I found this YouTube clip of the 30 day challenge on 4th January 2013, and instantly knew it was what I needed to do:
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=37LgfWscfXU

Basically, the idea is that you withdraw your attention from reality, and instead place your attention on your vortex. Or finding Better Feeling Thoughts that will move you in the direction of your vortex.

For 30 the only thing that is important is how you feel.

For 30 days:
You don't watch tv
You do whatever it takes to feel better.
You remove as much of your connection with "what is" and place your focus on What Is in your vortex.
You speak only of what's in your vortex.
You buy a notebook and call it your Book of Positive Aspects write in it as much as you can.
When someone does something that you get upset by, instead of blaming or attacking them, you turn your attention to the vortex version of them that you just made even better by the contrast you observed.
You get so in love with what's in your vortex that you don't wanna place your attention anywhere else.

You are tuning yourself to Who you truly are.

You immediately cancel all your appointments for the next 30 days.

And then.

Now that you've made space for You.

You wait and see what happens.

When you get guidance to take action, you take it, immediately if possible. Or write it down SW you can do something with it later.

When the manifestations start flowing, document them.

When you feel or observe evidence that things you've been wanting for a long time are on the way document it.

Look, avidly, for positive aspects of everything you experience. Even if it seems challenging. I promise you, you will find a blessing.

And what happens, is amazing!

Before I knew about this "challenge," I had already been getting guidance to cancel my plans, and not make anymore. Having done as guided, I was and still am, available for whatever my True Seyi wants me to do.

I don't have tv connection anyway, so the not watching tv was done already. I do however have a television set, that I watch DVDs and videos on, and Im still figuring out which films I can actually watch that don't lower my vibrations.

There's not many.

I already only watch 12A and below as it is. But I have found that a lot of animated films, which I love watching, are actually quite low vibration.

Im learning that I don't have to it perfectly, I just need to do my best.

Since I set up this blog ages ago, I have done nothing with it, I thought now would be the perfect time to do so.

This is the journey of realignment with my True Self, who I am now lovingly calling my True 'Seyi. (Seyi being my human name).

I am documenting as much of the manifestations and evidence I experience/observe during this 30 day "challenge." Manifestations include thoughts, changes of behaviours, physical manifestations, and most importantly consistent emotional  improvements.

ACIM says that God doesn't know the difference in size between what we would call small or big miracles. All of them are equally important. And in my experience, the tiniest shift in perception, has often brought me the greatest serenity, and the biggest transformation. I'll write more about miracles (which is just another name for manifestations) another time. 

So now you know what Im doing, maybe you want to do it too. I would highly recommend it.

Its not been easy. But then, Abraham wouldn't have called it a challenge if it was gunna be a walk in the park (Take lots of those during your 30 days, nature is a fabulous vortex inducer).

If you are ready to be fine tuned into Who you have become, then do this challenge.

My target by the end of the 30 days, is to be finely attuned to my True 'Seyi.

I am excited to share this journey with you. Its gunna be a great ride.