“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back--Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth that ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one's favor all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Begin it now.”
My beautiful friend sent that quote to me, on a day when it couldn't be more apt or more challenging. It's one I have read somewhere before, although neither of us could recall who it's by.
I found the message challenging, because I have been in fear: self-sabotage mode for a few days. Thankfully, Im back on track after spending Thursday (day 20) nurturing myself and being still.
I received some information on Tuesday which deeply triggered my inner child. However, because it often takes me a while to process information, and to connect with how I actually feel about things, I have been afraid that I had sabotaged the career grids I was building.
However, I listened to several Abraham sessions reminding me that I can never fork up so badly its irreparable. I simply focus on releasing resistance to connect with my True Self/my Higher Power/God.
I know all of my What Is Wanted grids can be easily reactivated. (The grids Im talking about are the ones activated by 17 seconds of thought, which activate the Law of Attraction). And am taking some time out to focus on other things until I re-sync with my workshop grids.
Im finishing off this post early in the morning of day twenty two, after having some seriously emotional revelations about what has been going on for me, and the vibrations needing to be healed in me.
One of my favourite ACIM lessons is that I am never upset for the reason I think. The past few days, mixed bag of experiences and emotions, all overshadowed by underlying anxiety, have shown me just how true a statement that is.
I've decided not to write about the specifics of the issue at this point. At first I thought I had made a mistake about how I was approaching the workshops. Or that I wasn't meant to do them. Or that I didn't want to do them.
Upon further investigation and a natural epiphany while playing, I realised that I have been given a MAJOR opportunity to heal some deep, lifelong wounds.
In an Abraham audio, they say that we don't need to delve into our past to heal old wounds. Life will offer situations giving us opportunities to work on raising the vibration of every, single, thing we've ever experienced. In doing so, in 30 days, our lives will be transformed.
It seems this is exactly what is happening since I committed to undertake this 30 day challenge.
All I can say is:
WOW
Some videos I found interesting/helpful:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kVCSfJZK4_I&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DkVCSfJZK4_I
http://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=related&v=v7VjggdFozs
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8812IbF8eyo&feature=relmfu
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